Tears down my cheek to my shirt. I shook my head tentatively.

"What's that mean? You didn't hear me?"

"I'm afraid," I said. I covered my face with my hands.

"Open that door," he said, "and go up to your bedroom like a little man, or I'll take off my belt and give you something to really be afraid of."

"I never--"

"I'll give you two seconds."

I stepped back from the door and reached, slowly, for the door knob.

 was mostly woods I could look out every brick textured light or dark