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12 November 2002

Rousseau described printing as the "art of immortalizing the errors and extravagances of the human mind." Today I typed many sentences, my apologies to Rousseau. I remember an artist doing a chalkboard drawing. On an nearby table a stop clock ticked, ticked, ticked. He finished his drawing and stopped the clock at 12 minutes, then quickly erased the work. That was over 20 years ago.


20 November 2002

I was sitting in an overstuffed chair on the sunporch with a book of haikus when a large spider crawled across the floor near my feet. I reached out and smashed the creature solidly with the book and it fell open to this poem by Kobayashi Issa:

     Don't worry, spiders,
I keep house
     casually.


I caught my breath.


25 November 2002

In the introduction to his book of collected works The Shape of the Journey, American poet Jim Harrison writes ... in poetry our motives are utterly similar to those who made cave paintings or petroglyphs. I wonder, is this true? Maybe it's true of all work that aspires to the condition of art. I wonder also if cyberspace can be compared to a cave with endless tunnels where writers and artists leave digital marks?

  • The Cyberbull Drawings - A post-ego project by Doctor Hugo: The artist can no longer produce the limits of his own being, and reflect himself; he is only an absorbent screen, a spinning and sensible plate for all the networks of influence.

  • Rock Art: dance - a hypermedia work by Barry Smylie, Ryan Douglas, David Lee, and Janus (Janice Langley).


15 January 2003

Some months ago a friend, Donna Konsorado, read several of my prose poems. She asked where they were set, and one happened to be set near to where she buried her father's ashes. Donna asked if she could put it to music. I said, 'Sure. And change the words if you need to.' Donna dropped by this evening with a CD.

Here is the original text:

SE-04-023-29W-3

People think I'm a drunk drinking alone in this car, parked in the campsite back by the outhouse and wood. A lady came down the lane with some kids and I know she said something. Can't really blame her. Lord knows I'm a sight. Drove for hours with your urn against my leg, crying with my arms wrapped around the steering wheel. Didn't bring a thing but your ashes, some whiskey, a bit of paper - thought I'd light a fire before casting you in the river.

It was September five years ago last we were here. We talked about our remains as if it would be easy. I argued you'd wash up on some river bank, but you said "imagine instead I float to the sea." Still, I can't. You'll get a plot in town (that's settled now), up in the corner where the lupins grow thick by the fence. You don't know: they've damned the river and it's too late to ask where else. You'd float forever in that lousy lake. It's not the same now I know the river ends here.


Donna's song [I quite like the fragility of her voice in this first take]:
http://trace.ntu.ac.uk/studio/radams/spword/donna.mp3


23 January 2003

I've read a lot lately about the importance of programming to digital aesthetics. I am reminded of an observation by Ellen Ullman, in her book Close to the Machine: Technophilia and its Discontents:

"It had to happen to me sometime: sooner or later I would have to lose sight of the cutting edge. That moment every technical person fears - the fall into knowledge exhaustion, obsolescence, techo-fuddy-duddyism - there was no reason to think I could escape it forever. Still, I didn't expect it so soon. ... It happened in the way of all true-life humiliations: when you think you're better than the people around you."


20 June 2003

Much time has passed since last I posted in this journal. Not sure why? I've kept copius notes and had good intentions. The war in Iraq prompted a couple of quick and dirty Flash pieces: Last week my partner and I spent a few days on Hornby Island. We stayed in a cabin overlooking Lambert Channel. Mornings we strolled down to the Ford Cove store, drank coffee and talked with the locals:

I arrived on this shore late in life to find the kelp beds gone and few fish left. Such is the talk on Jennifer's porch. Yet the surface seems fine: the blue sky, the wide tide that rushes through the narrows, small boats that bob at the end of a long wooden wharf. I imagine: a sorry cancer beneath the tanned skin of Adonis, the sugary words of industry, a gleaming silver Saturn. But the surface seems fine. And on Jennifer's porch we laugh at things not funny in the least.

Yesterday, I recorded five prose poems. They can be found in the Spoken Word section.


05 July 2003

For the first time in months, I emptied my inbox. Replied to each one. Surgical. Almost unbelieveble. All that Eudora[ic] white space.

Note: my friend Margaret Penfold has planted a cybergarden on her site.


22 October 2003

An exercise in sick language instigated by frustrations with Fusetalk software: Alan Sondheim left a message on my answering machine, I recorded it and sent the mp3 to Jim Andrews, who programmed This is Alan Sondheim Calling for Randy.


14 November 2003

I reworked an old illustrated essay called The Naked Tourist. Also, I created a series of images and animation/sequences to accompany electronic music. See: works_in_progress.


07 December 2003

People reading this journal may recall that I work casually on a tugboat. Her name is La Fille. This has led to The Tugs & Tows Collection Project. A call for submissions has been sent out by various methods: mailings, emailings, handouts delivered in person to tug captains/crew and companies, announcements on a two way radio from the tugboat La Fille, and handed from boat to boat. The call will last for a couple of years, allowing it time to circulate up the west coast to remote communities. There are many possibilities for exhibition and publication. As the project develops, we will actively seek sponsorship, corporate and public. One thought is to find a barge and fuel enough to tow the exhibition using La Fille - the idea is of course a bit dreamy, but not impossible by any means.


20 February 2004

For days now I have been tempted to gather material - images, visuals, texts - to create a short Flash piece in response to Mel Gibson's new movie, The Passion of the Christ. But time is not on my side and this short rant will have to suffice. Gibson has littered the big screen with countless bloodied bodies, left a trail of gratuitous slaughter the envy of any despot. And now he decides to become a Christian apologetic by portraying the last hours of the Prince of Peace. The hypocrisy is stunning, as blatant as Emperor Constantine's last minute conversion. I can smell Gibson's fear from here - like most evangelists, on both ends of the sword.


10 August 2004

Following is an excerpt from the talk I gave at trAce's Incubation 2004.

My career as a writer, if one can call it that, has included arts journalism, travel writing, and 10 years writing a column of social commentary. As a photographer I have produced two major projects [ both documentary in nature and now housed in archives collections ], many photo-essays in newspapers, literary journals and magazines. I have written one non-fiction book and exhibited visual art in a dozen or so galleries. I have also made mixed media constructions fashioned from found objects, some of which are in the collection of the Alberta Foundation for the Arts.

In the beginning I focused on my home place on the Canadian prairies. And, until about 10 years ago, I imagined my life would be spent doing pretty much the same thing. I examined and reflected upon my place in the vast landscape and history of the Canadian West. This was only natural because I came to aesthetic practices not through schooling, but from the farms, ranches, and orchards. I became an artist because, after many years of itinerant work, I was essentially unemployable. I supported my practice through freelance writing, bartending, and casual work in libraries.

I was happy enough with the routine. But, after a year in Europe and Asia Minor [ photographing tombs and sarcophagi ], I returned home to find writers and poets and artists wrestling with the same things. Chasing publications, exhibitions, grants. It all suddenly seemed very depressing and dull. So I packed my belongings and moved with my partner to Vancouver Island. A place entirely out of my orbit.

I bought a computer and went online. It wasn't long before I discovered the trAce community, which had recently changed from an email list to an O'Reilly webboard. Sceptical and a bit frightened at first, I joined the webboard and began to use digital tools to create small works, poetic in nature. For lack of a better name, browser art.

trAcers encouraged me, particularly Alan Sondheim, who had just come onboard as Writer-in-Residence; and English writer and netizen Pauline Masurel, also known as Mazzy. Really, though, everyone on the trAce webboard was very open and generous with comments and criticism.

It is very odd to think about how completely and suddenly I shucked traditional aesthetic pursuits and immersed myself in internet culture - most specifically, the web. Even the landscape I spent so long romancing has almost vanished from memory, replaced by a landscape of ideas and networks. Although not a programmer, I have come to know my [ third ] computer as well as I know any person. Friends and colleagues are almost all now linked to it in a very real way. After 10 years I am finally producing digital work that approaches the condition of art [ though I hesitate to define that condition ].

There are things that haven't changed, though. I still work with found objects and my approach to art is more intuitive and physical than intellectual. I have to feel that something works on an aesthetic level, rather than think about what it is conceptually. I make no excuses for that. Although I have a great interest in theory and critical thinking, I am still that person who wandered in from the landscape. Presently, I feel shat out the other side. Almost. But that’s another story.

In his book Other Voices, Essays on Modern Poetry, back in 1990, Octavio Paz wrote: "Another art is dawning." He wrote of a tradition that “began with the Romantics, reached its zenith with the Symbolists, and attained a fascinating twilight with the avant-garde of the last century.” I don't think he imagined digital poetics being the new art, and I don't think we even know if it is a new art, or even a new way of writing.

There seem at least two major schools of thought about the revolutionary nature of new media. Some believe it is ushering in the "late age of print"; others believe it is “breaking completely with precedents in print and older forms of media.” I can embrace the former but not the latter, which I find preposterous. Anyway, something seems in the process of taking shape.

I am in mid-leap, suspended between traditional and so-called new media. As facile as working with digital tools can often feel, there is something very exciting about the way one can layer image upon image, text upon text. Remix. Rework. Particularly the ability to layer or clone or manipulate imagery in seconds – things that take hours upon hours in the darkroom, if you could accomplish them at all.

The notions of failure or wasting time seem ridiculous because you can move with ease backward and forward through the digital process. Also the sense of what you create as an object is very different. The object is less precious, more fluid, discardable, adaptable. In short working with digital tools is more like play. Editing images becomes more like editing words.

One computer or another has betrayed my trust - corrupted or eaten something in mid-process. I once lost an entire website of animated texts and imagery. I know that imagery posted on the web will not look the same on every monitor. As a visual artist, one must adopt a new frame of mind when using computers to create aesthetic work, or browsers to present it on the web.

I write and create imagery for what Paz called the immense minority, or maybe Stendhal's happy few. I like to think that my work is accessible to my neighbours - people with little or no exposure to the creative arts.

Another thing about audience that fascinates me is statistics, which are relatively easy to access with a web site. While organizing this talk I telephoned several library systems in Canada to ask how many people had borrowed my book. Although the comparison is flawed because I can never know how many people stood in library stacks and leafed through Eternal Prairie - the ratio of people who borrowed my book to the number of people who spent 10 minutes or more browsing my online studio, is 300:1 in favour of this website.

Given the amount of effort that has gone into creating this online studio, 300:1 is a heartening statistic.

Thank you for visiting.


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