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not as idyllic as it sounds. But I've never been precious and I genuinely liked Fritz. He and his father taught me much about sensuality. Nothing bizarre, more about mind control and focus and the senses. "When you get home to Aix, you will take off your clothes and remember me kissing your left breast and my father kissing your right." That kind of thing. Much of which I was later to use with Rémy. Rémy was in jail for hitting a referee, an afterhours altercation in a bar. He wasn't trained for anything but sports. My husband had several mistresses. Rémy had sports, when not playing football, he was boxing. When the league suspended him, he hit bottom.