CONDEMNED
I look away from my arm outstretched
and the tin can at its end because
it is cold, and because it will not beg.
. . .
. . .
I hunch on this wall on this sidewalk.
I am an old woman,
a rocky outcrop
in a Manhattan canyon against the current
of the crowd,
. . .
. . .
this tin can
dipped in the cold creek like a cup.
I listen for the gravel of coins.
. . .
. . .
I see crisp bills float by like leaves.
They eddy in a hundred pocketsand settle beside the hidden organs
of love, shriveled as shrunken heads.