Jeffrey M. Bockman | ||||||
BACK | A FABLE OF WORDS I have come here from across that great sea
of words, whose spumy surface is a history
of all our travels. I recall how when the Removers first arrived, the people imagined the old prophesies to have come true, and tossed paper wreaths before the marchers, in expectation of Single Point Time, and the infinite in a word, as the first Tellers had written. I can still see before me, in memories clearer than I would have them be, how at first the Removers, their uniforms trimmed in white quills, gave all the signs, fulfilled the prescribed order of symbols, metamorphosed old, graying words, long shaded into meaninglessness, into pure and guilded denoters---and the people, so long befuddled by connotations more numerous than the twilight stars, rejoiced at the sharpness of these words, bereft of the nuance and ambiguity that had, so they, so we all, believed, crippled our progress. And so the Removers, three-by-three through the cheer-lined streets, marched with the impunity of the wizened lexicographers, even, for some, with the presumptive grace of the original Tellers. And when the speed of our days increased, unfettered by secondary meanings and codicils and connotations, no one spoke up as the old myths, the poems of our most elemental joys and sorrows, were slowly stripped of power, words replaced or suppressed, whole lines even. And when the Removers revoked the thirty-seventh letter, and then more and more, until only the base ten letters remained, most everyone merely shrugged, and accepted the now almost telegraphic mode of writing and speech as the logical, and even the theological, next step in our evolution. Of course, there were a few who did disbelieve, a few who saw those that understood the ultimate infinite in a word to be literally true as deluded. But by then it was too late. Those of us who had remained too long in our rooms, ensconced within our old books, throwing up innocuous shields of words bearing all the old letters, could only fail, and failing, were faced with either obeisance to the Removers, or flight. And yet, here I am, across that great spumy sea, crafting my gray phrases, attempting to account, to tally, to, finally, do just battle against the sharp, delineated world of diminished words I have fled. I am not confident in the rightness of my choices, but these nuanced words are all I have left, and should I, too, be left, at the end, failed, neglected, a tattered emblem of a spectral land, panhandling for letters, do not jeer at me.... |
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